Studying evil things can be hazardous to your health. It is poisonous
to the soul and if it gets really bad, a person can exhibit many of the
same symptoms as Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. As in
, realizing that being in the pink goo isn't real, is sure to make
you pop (vomit). During the course of my research, there have been
many painful and agonizing days.

Present Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD): It's like being a Jew
back in 1930's Germany and seeing clearly what the future is going
to bring; war, destruction and mass murder. After the 20th century
of war and genocide, millions of us can see the handwriting on the
wall. Things like that can ruin your appetite, your sleep and just
about everything else.  'Because in much wisdom is much grief, and
increasing knowledge results in increasing pain.' Ecclesiastes 1:18
However, if we don't deal with the reality of the horrible things that
are about to happen, but instead remain sleepwalkers in a hypnotic
trance, then we will have no hope and no option but to be herded
like cattle, to whatever fate is decided for us and our families.  
Remember the words of Patrick Henry; "For my part, whatever
anguish of spirit it may cost, I am willing to know the Truth; to know
the worst and to provide for it." To be in denial of reality always
allows evil to flourish and in the long run is much more painful. You
know the saying, that "De-Nile" isn't just a river in Egypt.

However, everyone has a limit to how much they can handle. I know
I come up against my own limits when I have to quit. Severe
emotional disturbances of rage or panic are often good indicators
for me. Although I must admit, I often keep going.  

When you've had enough of this toxic information try and give
yourself a break. Right now are the good old days. Remember your
family and friends with all that you love, and the Liberty and Peace
you would have, but for the spectre of tyranny.

And ask the Lord Jesus Christ for help.  He will hear your prayer.

                                    More to follow....
Remember, all I'm offering is the Truth; nothing more.
- Morpheus
"But the hour comes and now is, when true worshippers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth; for the Father seeks such to be His
worshippers."  John  4:23  - Jesus Christ